t e r r i f i c

There are times when I feel like I've woken up from a dream.
Sometimes pleasant, sometimes a nightmare - but all the while not real...
a dream. So this is living.
After all, after everything... this is life.

Now I know I can deal with that. Now I know I don't know much of
anything at all, and it's "terrific" in the sense that it's both
terrifying and wonderful. Such a funny word for such a powerful meaning.